No such thing as happily ever after…..

I’m sick of seeing these stupid love story movies. No one lives there happily ever after. I’ve never truly fell in love with any guy and I don’t want to. I’m perfectly fine alone, I don’t need any guy. They all just end up leaving or changing and I don’t want to deal with that. I don’t want to hurt them anymore. I know this is stupid but I left my last boyfriend because I felt that I was starting to fall in love. And first loves are always the one that sticks with you forever in your head. I don’t want to deal with all the pain, jealousy, and other issues that relationships contain. I’m over it. Guys just want to get in your pants nowadays which is one reason why I plan on waiting to have relations until I’m married. I want to be happy throughoutmy life and I don’t need a guy screwing that up for me. Of course I’ll have to get married and love someone because I want children. I want to be a happy family all the time unlike my family now. I want to be the best mom ever. I want my kids to feel like they can share anything with me. I’ll love all my children forever and always. And most of all I want my husband to be faithful,honest, and love me for the rest of my life. Lies are the #1 Things that I hate! Lie to me once and you lose my trust even if it’s about a little thing.